Stuck in Neutral11- 16

Chapter 11

The day arrived,and the whole family wached the Alice Ponds Show.Sydney starded to takl about his new work.The question was if that people who killed their children loved their kids or not.In Sydney`s mind that people loved their children so much that they wanted to free them of their suffering.In Alice`s mind that people are just killers.So,in the show started a dicusion between Sydney and Alice who tried to give the public to understand that that people are just killers.So on the screen apeared an interview between Earl Detraux an Shawn`s dad.In this interview Earl talked about his son,how much he loved him and he didn`t care about his live,about what will happend to him after take away the suffering from his son.Earl didn`t care about the things wich will happen to him becouse he loved his son so much that he couldn`t see him suffer anymore.Earl wasn`t the onlyest person who killed his child about that reason,there are some other parents who did the same.


Chapter 12

Meanwhile Cindy was talking at the show,Shawn had one of his seizurs,so he couldn`t understand what she has been talking with Alice.When Shawn came back to himself,the T.V. was off and Paul and Cindy were talkin about their father.They were asking themselfes if their father could kill Shawn for the same reason like Earl Detraux did it.Both of them didn`t think so,but Paul said that his father wouldn`t because first he had to pass by Paul.Once,a year ago,two guys wanted to hit,to burn,Shawn while he was sitting in the garden and Paul was working there to.So the two guys started to talk and to lough about Shawn becouse he didn`t answear to their questions.When Paul realized what was going on he hit the two goys so hard that they were lying on the floor blooding.Cindy heard the noise too and stopped Paul before he killed them both for hitting his brother.Shawn loved his brother for that becouse that showed him that his brother really loved him.


Chapter 13

Shawn couldn`t stopp thinking about his dad,if he will kill him or not.Shawn wasn`t ready yet do die.He remembers all things he`ve ever done,ever listened to,ever saw.He would`t loose those feelings,remembering and see the world.This weekend,Paul went to Spokane to play a basketball match.On Saturday,his mom went there in car with Cindy and a few of her friends to se the game.That was the moment when Shawn started to remeber all those things wich were important to him.Like once in a Pacific Science Center,and Cindy and Paul had gone to the virtual reality attraction.When they both had their turns and Shawn thought they would go,his father said it was Shawn`s turn.The guy running the ride wasn`t sure if it was a good idea to ride Shawn but his father was sure and finally he sat in there with Shawn in his arms.Shawn was 8 years old.Shawn had a good time in the ride,seeing all the universe but the best part was feeling his father`s arms around him and holding him tight.With all those remembers Shawn knew that he wasn`t ready to die yet.He wanted to feel so much more feelings and be known once when he was dead.He only wanted that somebody rembembers him.


Chapter 14

This night Shwan fell a sleep very fast becouse thinkin in all remembers was very hard for him.So he began to dream.He was in his father`s house,in his bedroom,lying next to him in his bed.He was looking at the photos hanging on the wall from Shawn,Paul and Cindy and one with the whole family.He startet do speak with his father,when he woke up he thought Shawn was an angles beouse he let him go.Shawn was dead for his father.Shawn started to speak with his father trying to tell him that he was alive but he started to cry when he saw his father crying.So he woke up and thought that he didn`t want to die.


Chapter 15

On saturday Shawn`s mother packed the van and she went on way to her son`s game with Cindy and her friends.Shawn stayed at home with his "baby-sitter" Vonda.She was a really nice girl and won 6 dollar the hour,but exept feeding,cleaning ang taking Shawn to bed she passes all day watching T.V.,reading or painting her nails.It wasn`t the first time that Vonda took care of Shawn.At afternoon he had his first seizure.He decidet to take a little tour of Seattle and look if he could found his mom`s van.When he returned in his body it was already night.He heard footsteps in the house.It was his father.He started to talk with Vonda and he gave her an autograph in her book wich was the poem about Shawn.The Sydney told her that she hadn`t to stay all night that he will take care of Shawn.That was the first time that Shawn was totally alone with his father.


Chapter 16

Sydney sat next to his son talking to him.He said that he loves him so much,repeating it all the time.Shawn was thinkin i love you too and wishing he could tell it to his father.His father started to talk about what he feels,what he has felt when the docotors said that Shawn had that problems,that he was praing to god and all of them.Shawn looked at his father.They both were looking at each other.So his father started to talk about that nobody really knows Shawn.They are all thinking that he is retarded but what if he could understand everthing that they are saing?Suddenly Shawn had a seizure attack,he didn`t know what his dad is going to do.